am waiting..

is it just me or is everyone confused all the time.. i mean everyday everytime i sit down to think what should i do, i think about possibly everything else in the universe except what i sat down to think about.. weird it may be but it is so starkingly obvious to me that sometimes, its really terrifying.. may be am not the only one in this herd.. or may be i am.. whatever it may be, the confusion, the chaos just lingers on.. chaos people say is good, and i agree, but then to always live in constant chaos is too much.. the mind doesnt think what it is supposed to think.. or is there anything that the mind is "supposed" to think??
a lot of people have asked me whether am i ever sure of anything? somehow the sense that anything other than the obvious can happen, however less the chance of tht happening be, creates that suspicion in my mind.. and may be this suspicion has led to be highly critical of anything that i do or think.. i mean for me anyone saying that he is sure of something makes me uncomfortable, and i still wonder why? it may be as obvious as "the sun will come up again tommorrow" but for me the fact that whether this is true or not will be known tommorrow morning itself, so how can someone be so sure of sit today is a big big confusion..

people call me weird... i guess i have given u sufficient reason why... :)

as for the subject, am still waiting..

am i posting?

seriously cant imagine me posting today but i am.. ohhk lets keep this one short too? hows the new template? fine as of now.. by the time am writing my next blog, i dont know.. yeah thats me.. btw i hve examz from monday.. please please pray for me junta!!

another post in the blog..

ok i wanted the title to sound something like "another brick in the wall" but failed miserably.. move on to the present.. time 1:30 am in the morn.. i am doing a QM assignment and have to do a MC case too.. that is when am not doing anything about eco so why this blog .. no idea.. jus tht i wanted to take u guys thru wat i am doing now on.. chalo me bck to ques.. will come bck once it is over....
another ques bites the dust.. still a lot to go till i become free

fucking 38 variables and 40+ constraints.. wtf.. am doing the dhobi work right now!! :x
more than an hour gonen i still havent been able to complete 20 fucking constraints.. wtf!
3 o'clock.. and i finally get the ans!! yahooo!!

chalo bck to work.. MC assignment to do!! abhi ke liye itna hi.. baaki samahchar baad main..

another bad day in office.. kind of has become a norm here :( rest laters...

first up..

okay this came from the fact tht a lot of people rubbishhed me for using yahoo and not google.. sorry boss.. am in here..